WHY !!

hiii..everyone…...its 1st MAY "jAi Maharashtra"......to all Maharashtra-ins..and also a new month start to the warm and hot month of May..hot summer days are finally on with vacations on its high peak, children enjoying holidays, people enjoying and cherishing nice Hapus Mangoes...yummy

After nearly a week am back on, writing my blog...this week was a terrible one I just had the most confusing depressing time of my life this was all due to a certain decision which I needed to take, in regard to my professional life..phew…..I never would have imagined I would ever face such a situation in life where I would be on a standpoint where I would feel so emotionally insecure, so confused, so low...all shattered away but still had hope so as to everything would be fine.

Why is it we always feel the need for that support from your loved ones, when u have just taken an important decision in life and u desire to do something different? Why is it that our loved one's fail to understand us, they fail to support us, they fail to understand in what lies our happiness? What is that thing that makes us happy? Why don't people understand us? Why do we need to answer so many people? Why do people compare us with someone else? Why can’t people let us be the way we are? Why do we need to change ourselves for someone else? all these WH Questions need to have an answer.....and somewhere am striving hard to get answers.....

Life at times seems quiet unfair to us sometimes..it’s as if all that bad is happening its happening to me wala attitude..But then I don't think it’s our fault the situation the circumstance are such that make us go negative in life....one of my very dear teacher says; that if you feel too negative "just go on a nice 15 day holiday and chillax......"

The past few days have been pretty tough, it showed me "how does it feel to fail in life, how exactly does failure taste" A learning experience though...it thought me there are very few people who support you when u are facing the most difficult phase of your life...where few people care..It just made me realize that "if there is anything good happening with you, no one even bothers to peek in your life; but when you are in a difficult phase, people from nowhere come up "asking you and criticizing you...." How easy it is for people to come up and say u have failed or u have wasted your time...its so annoying when u although more are low and all that some people do is demoralize you" how lame....can people be?????

Anyways the point is to turn a deaf ear to such people which I did too...when I know I have the potential I have the right attitude, I don’t need anybody's gyaan on what I should do or what I should have done?" Another thing which I learnt this week was, Why should I change for anyone, b'coz me changing and transforming myself is just not going to make sense I agree that at some point u need to change but Why unnecessarily change for no good or for someone who doesn’t even bother. I just realized it’s more fun being me, the way I am, my beliefs and my hatke life……WHY do I even bother I want to live my carefree, confused & complex life, I don’t want to be MS PERFECT.. Am a human and I love to make mistakes and learn from my mistakes…that’s the way I am and that’s the way I want to be……A gal..With all the complexities of life but still want to face it with all pride and the right attitude.
So before signing off …just a radom thought :
Never cHangE yoUr originaLiTy for The sakE of oThers becaUse no onE can pLay yoUr roLe beTTer Than U, sO bE yoUrseLf.
(by Rahul Nair……a new frdn)

So frdnzzzzz…enjoy your summer vacations & keep reading adeus!!!!