Friday, May 14, 2010
Perils of Bitterness !!!
Hello u wonderful people out there...itz me chubby....n am back to my space..i so totally love this corner.do u know why? coz it lets me be me,it allows me to have that carefree space of my own...
Last week has been a hectic one, the latest is that there is renovation taking place in my abode..ohh gawd.I mIss my old house...3 months to go anywayz..lets keep my moaning aside..after nearly two weeks i was back to We School...i love this place,totally.coz dis place has given me a new ME.....it has given my life a new direction, new confidence,new frdnz,kewel places to hang out and certainly some new lessons of life,talking of which,i dunno y? but at the end of the year at WE SCHOOL, has made me realize certain aspects of life,may be,right or wrong,but i wish my connection or more aptly relation with WE SCHOOL may never end.i totally have had the best days of my life at WE SCHOOL and i wish they neva come to an end.WE SCHOOL m gonna miss ya lots....only a month to go...i immensely wanna thank u for giving me an opportunity to really know what i can do n what i can't..moreover i have had the most lovely people around me during this year...wow..I'll miss all of them...
As i just mentioned about the renovation at my abode, to tell you guyzz i HATE RENOVATION..coz in regard to this,all the time i hear the only word "ADJUST".i have developed a very negative attitude towards this term "ADJUST", am thinking so very negative about it..if i only meet the person who came up with this word.i would surely want to ask him what wrong did i do to him. all what my folks want me to do is adjust.all do these days is just try and keep myself busy or occupied in order to stay away from my house..which i love the most to the core..sowie house..but i want u back.....my Lord.the amount of frustration i have in relation to this renovation no one can even get a clue.i juzz feel like packing my bags n running off to the Himalayas or maybe putting myself off for adoption.called m so bugged...coz i cant think of anything positive right now..
Anyways, am i a step close 2 my new mission..that's Mission MCJ, dunn worry guys will reveal the suspense within few days,but till then i need to get through the mission with success, guyz do wish me luck,its now become very important to me too succeed,coz i need 2 prove myself to someone that too a loved one, i dunn know why do people cant understand n leave m alone,all i hear is just words like ADJUST, WASTE OF TIME, MONEY,FAILURE, IMMATURE....the world is so very materialistic, people who were meant to the my strength are letting me down....errh...why why???? but now i have made up my mind, whether one likes it or not,supports me or not i am gonna do what my heart says...
So as i keep listening to my heart, will be back next week...hope so the situations improve...n so as my patience level..too
signing off..by saying
"Y do people wanna enforce things on me?m gud evn widout their advice na?i don wanna act mature bt 'people' don worry my priorities r set! ;-)
(said by sheril a frdn)
viszlát..........
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