An Encounter 

Hey space! Its been long, today the reason for scribbling down something is because of a very old friend, who reminded me that I used to write, so  after a year of tryst in the journey of completing my masters, I was on my way to the University today, a bit shattered with the people around me, but still with a new spirit kindled in my heart I said Ki Farak Penda hain and was on my way to the Mad House, the most beautiful climate only when your at home, but mucky and yucky outside, all prepared for the day ahead, I left home, managed to reach my destination and as usual was desperately in search of a rickshaw along with a friend, and trust me this friend was not the normal, cute, mad stupid friend you have, but was among the one who would irritate you to the core. 

          Suddenly from no where there comes a rickshaw who agrees to take you to the University (which is a forbidden place in Mumbai where nobody wants to go) but in the rickshaw, there's already some one who's seated in , and there again I was doomed and said to myself "even this one's gone"; as I turned towards my friend I hear a voice calling out from the same rickshaw and I asked him "University", he said "Yes" and there we hopped in. Then he suddenly says" I'm off to The Grand Hyatt, I said OK, so he said You can get off at the University"; I was like" Dude Your a Savior" and as usual this irritating friend goes on and on and on and I was just thinking "oh God! what must be this guy thinking" and this Girl on the other hand cannot keep quiet, on our way towards the university, his phone rang and their he takes out his BB torch,and I'm like "Hmm impressive! Not bad and speaks well to, Naice!!" was the next thing. Then the rickshaw-wala and all three of us started having a conversation and he spoke Hindi too, and I was like "Accha Hain" and I had no other option but to keep on talking to this girl, because I didn't want her to embarrass me anymore, and then I was close  to the university, and then the moment had come where I had to get up and go my way, and I offered him to pay half the fare he was like "No please don't! I travel alone almost everyday to the Hyatt" but then Me and My  self -respect, so then the girl and I insisted and payed half of  the fare and thanked him and left.... SO on a rainy,messy day he was my only savior, nearly 20 to 25 minutes with this really cute stranger made my day, but still It's just an Encounter... which made no difference, as my heart beats and yearns for someone else.......

My Shield My Strength

hey...nearly after months I am back writing in my space,my world.

I was just going through the last post written,few months back and the present,everything is so different. The moment I feel all is well,there has to be something which has to go miserably wrong, I tend to commit mistakes but sometimes don't know how to rectify them.

I fear of people misunderstanding me these days and getting me wrong which is eventually happening. The best of people I know people who have stood by me have misunderstood me, people who I care for, have got me wrong, some say its miscommunication,some say its ego,some say I have made a mess out of things. Trying to find solutions for problems and at the end of it I am fed up, it is as if I just want to let go, let go of everything that bothers me, and adopt the attitude of I DON'T CARE, but then I realize that if I behave like that, that's not me.I can't stop caring, how much ever I feel cheated,hurt I just can't stop caring.Confused,Lost,Hurt, Cheated,in the situation of whom to trust and not to trust,with situation of friends fluctuating,I have my mom, with whom I fight the most,disobey the most,but there she stands besides me,though I don't speak about my problems, she knows how much I need her, when she holds me tight with her arms wrapped around me I know everything is going to be fine,her arms around me makes me feel safe and secure be it at the age of 1 or 21, I know nothing in this world is ever going to harm me when she is near, I don't really understand this connection I share with my mom,though I am very close to my dadda, but then I don't know my mom becomes my shield and my strength. People say I have now realize the worth of my mom,but I don't agree, though we have the Love Hate kind of relationship I know that even in my slightest problem my mom would be there and the same goes for me. I always complain that WHY am I like my Mom? but from the past few days the realization sinks in deep

"What's wrong in being like her" by far she must have been the best person in my life apart from my father, they are the one who stood by me in thick & thin, they are the one who made me feel secure & safe with their love even in the worse situations of my life.

I know this for sure that when I will have no one standing besides me in the hardest moments of my life,I will just turn back and will see my Mumma & Dadda standing there for me throughout my lifetime with their arms wrapped around me.

Break ke Baad !!!!!!!!

Hey....space missed you!!

Back after a long time!! things going great with me a totally new life and new surroundings new friends new teacher's and new lesson's in life and a new area of interest as far the romance is concerened...

The new course rocks...new friends too..and also new subjects..As far as the past is concerned..i have successfully cleared my Welingkar's HR course..but i still miss my buddies..Dude u'll rocked big time. Now-a-days
me at home itz my last day of the small mini Diwali vacation i have been giving myself. I just love my life it has everything right from friends to a perfect course to perfect boy friend to perfect parents n perfect sweet moments in life...hope they do remain the same.

Apparently, i have changed lookwise and habit wise too i dunn no may be for good or bad for better or worse.It feels good to get back to writing in my space.

This diwali was awesome,spend my evening bursting crackers with my sweet friends tanvee,tejal and praju...
life's perfect...with few special moments n lots n lots of misunderstandings but still life's fun..N its God's grace i have a few beautiful friends...who make it more n more special for me....mwaahzz people..!!

The Present.............

Hey..all the Exam season's on for me...n am not at all in the mood of studying finally an Academic year has past ...and its time for a new venture.....

 

       So anyways, this week was my very first visit to the Dept of CJ and it was for the orientation,which took place,it was a very different feeling and its the same feeling I'm having today because tomorrow is the my first day as a student there, its like am moving a step forward in life,but at the same time its like am leaving behind Welingkar's and my group..hope I make very good friends,in fact I have made a few friends there.....Tomorrow its going to be a new beginning and a new start for a fresh academic year, with lots of toil,trauma and drama....Hope to have lots of fun...a new phase in life has begun..donot know what lies ahead, whatever it is, hope its worth it...

.New Friends New Place New things to learn..

         I'm moving on leaving the Past behind,thinking about the Present and setting forth the Future...Hope to do well..........See u guys....Sooonn.......wish me luck!!

Adieus WE SChool

Hellooozz..lovelies..hope we all doing great.......hmm so a week coming to an end..and say HELLO to the weekend....was a bit busy last week..couldn't make it..sowieee me blog.....

Anyways, this week was an eventful one, to share the big news..mission MCJ has been accomplished, i am now a Master's student for Communication & Journalism, and am happy and proud about it coz i had a very very exciting and a nerve wrecking time during the CET/GD & the PI, am just hoping that all goes well... (PLzzz Lord Jesus, be my strength & my shield).Apart from this i met a very close frdn of mine chinki this week after nearly ages, and m happy for her,coz she's found the joy of her life..after nearly a long while...
hmmm so my most interesting venture this week was the muvee SATC 2.....much awaited one,thanku mommi.... BANDH day....superb. So last week was a pretty interstin one.....i nearly had a showdown wit a so called frdn...i really hate it wen things turn ugly......but then..good it happened.actually the major showdown is still pending.....hmmm i await the right moment....hmm i donot wish to behave like sum people so chuck!! As me frdn Sachin n CArl..say.."ignore..Lavi"..n so" I do..."..


my Grp V m gonna miss u guyzzzz choo muchhh.......

Coming back to the point,its just a bit difficult to deal with such kinda ppl, it juzt annoys me,coz ppl go on accusing things in public and call it silent games, i certainly give a heck to such games..Last sunday, I was so nostalgic, being my last presentation, n i would be missing all my dearlies....but this person has pissed me off so bad itz lyk i hate her to the core,and I do not wanna go back to WE SCHOOL but that's certainly not me. I cant act as lame as her,but still just coz of a person i cant hate all my moments i shared at We School...dats bad on my part...n m not gonna do that........I miss We School..and today's my last lec,so, i decided i would go, to bid Adieus...to all my frdnz n specially "we school". The place has brought out the best in me,i have met the most wonderful people here as well as superb teachers,i dunn want a person to spoil the fun..yaa....N i wont let that happen........So an end of an academic year...N a new start with the MCJ thing,new frdnz,new teachers, hope itz gonna be fun....Gonna mIss you guyzzzzz..... a lot....

Ye Meri Life Hain!!

Hey all..its a fab start for a sunday,early morning mass,meeting up with frdnz..perfect start!!

Hmmm itz gonna be my last sundaey at WE SCHOOL next sunday and my fresh Start at the University wit my PG course in Communication and Journalism.....meeting new frdnz, a new start, to tell u the truth i cant still digest the fact that i juz got through,i took me a CET exam, a Dassuu GD and a fadoo PI to get there, but it was juzt worth it....i'm kinda nervous,but the place gave me +ve vibes hmmm, finally sumthing i wanted to do,since childhood, is cuming true....
Recently,whilst the reading the newspaper,i came across about the death of a supermodel,caused due to failures in relationships,what i dunn understand is? why do people decide to give their lives up!!

"Why do we make someone else our first Priority,when we tend to be an Option" cant figure out, before giving up our lives why don't we analyze what we are missing, our families, our parents, our friends! why don't we tend to see the brighter side of our lives rather then analyzing the darker side.why don't we look down the memory lane...and see for ourselves for once,why do we lose our innocence our cuteness as time passes by, why do we tend to get lost in this materialistic world....

I just realized it, few days ago,that rather then caring and expecting things from a third person,why don't i start caring and expecting things from myself? I just thought rather then wasting my time on some Loser, Jerk..i spend that time on me,for me,for myself and my frndz N family? rather than living for someone else,its most beneficial to start living for our near and dear one's? haan this struck and then i realized, i love my carefree life,my freedom, my cuteness, my innocence, Ye Meri Life Hain...i decide the rules for myself...

After lost of thinking and pondering,i got through some piccha's and wanted to share it with u guyzz..

That's life.........given to us, why do we tend to waste it itzz precious HAndLe wiTh CaRe.....

That's the carefree spirit we all possess,how can we..let it go,in fact why do we let it go!!!

That's the innocence,which we possess,why let it go....why do we allow a third person to come and change things for us.....life may be full of hurdles and uncertainties, but we know we shall over come...then why waste life..itz precious,why allow someone else,to take us granted for why???

Boss, we all need to understand a fact that Ye Meri life hain, mujhe jeene DO!!!.....i Choose the path to my life...my life my lesson's....
anywayzzzz.....
hanno un weekend fantastico .. mwah mwah .. godersi la vita ....

Daddy's DAy...

Bonjour!...itz a lazy sunday afternoon and am at home no WE SCHOOL..2day...am bored,but the special thing is that itz FATHER's DAy today.....actually Father's Day is not so celebrated on a large scale as compared to Mother's DaY...i wonder why?

FAthEr,DaD,PappA,BabbA,AppA,ABbA...n i call DAdA...sounds familiar aint it....dats what we all call our father's, one of a strong pillar's of our lives,and infact one of the strngest pillar's of my life,my shield,my guide,my teacher....without our Father's our lives are incomplete, i more prefer to be a DADa's Gurl rather than being Mumma's Gurl..i dunn no the bond which i share with my dada is more stronger then wat i share with my Mum...maybe coz deir a saying that girls are closer to their dad's??? hmmm.but still i LOve my DadA....its like any problem anywhere,about anything,my first thought is "DAdA"....he's on my speed dial....gawd be it anywhere whether he's at work in Mumbai or Abroad...itz DAdA....he's like a link between my Mumma and Me......i may fight with my MOm...en number of times,but never with DadA..I still remember times,when my DadA used to wait for me when i used to go to SChool, i still am a small baby for him,i still love him cooking my fav breakfast for me and lunch and dinner.I love him for the space he gives me, my DadA has been a kinda lucky charm for me.. in watever i do, i tell him....in that context i have the kwelest DadA....but then now at times i realize things have changed n am all young and bold and heading to live my life..but then i know.he'll be there whenever i want him....i alwayz feel my Dada is like George Banks from "FAther Of the Bride"hmm.......errrhh i wonder what would i do without him??..actually speaking we all are sailing in the same boat...aren't we?...
So a dedication to all the FATher"s ..........

Happy Father's Day

A Dad is a person
who is loving and kind,
And often he knows
what you have on your mind.
He's someone who listens,
suggests, and defends.
A dad can be one
of your very best friends!
He's proud of your triumphs,
but when things go wrong,
A dad can be patient
and helpful and strong
In all that you do,
a dad's love plays a part.
There's always a place for him
deep in your heart.
And each year that passes,
you're even more glad,
More grateful and proud
just to call him your dad!
Thank you, Dad...
for listening and caring,
for giving and sharing,
but, especially, for just being you!
Happy Father's Day - Anonymous

See u soon byee .. Buon weekend